A train keeps going around in circles but faster than I could ever keep up with. Then another and another and another. They’re all going in circles back and forth running straight through each other without even crashing. Why can’t I keep up? What is going on? There goes my heart rate because I can’t completely process or even think through anything. The uncomfortable feeling through my body that I wish I knew how to fix but the only thing I can do is forcefully rub my feet together to try and be in control of something. Why do my thoughts have to be trains? Especially when I’m trying to sleep.